Holly Madison
Holly Madison

My main motivation for staying in the spotlight at all is, I don't want to just be known for being involved in 'Playboy,' or having been Hugh Hefner's girlfriend - I hate that. I like to show I can do other things and take on other challenges. That's my main motivation.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

After becoming pregnant, I had to makeover my pantry just a little to make the proper adjustments to support the baby. I've found some staples that will stick around after the baby is here, too.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I moved on from the whole 'Playboy' thing five years ago and really never looked back. I'm not one of those girls who goes back to all the parties and things.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I want my daughter to be proud of me and look up to me. I think early on in my pregnancy I realized that to be the mom I want to be, I had to change my life, and that's what I'm doing.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

You know, 'Peepshow,' in retrospect that seems like a good fit for me, but in the beginning, I'm sure you remember, nobody was sure if the show was going to last. Everybody was like, 'What are you doing? You can't sing, and you can't dance. What are you doing in this show?'

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

Once I decide I want to do something, I just work really hard and I do it, and I just know it's going to work. I think really positively.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I love performing in Las Vegas.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

Having a child on the way changes your perspective. You want to do things that will make them proud of you.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

You don't have to just shop in the maternity section when you are pregnant - you can shop anywhere, just be shape and size savvy!

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I'm thrilled to start my family with a little girl! My boyfriend and I couldn't be happier!

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I want to get into producing. I really learned a lot from 'Girls Next Door.' Kevin Burns is a great producer. He's really talented, and he taught me a lot. I'm just looking forward to spreading the wings a little bit. Five seasons on 'Girls Next Door' was great, but it gets a little repetitive.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I was the Playmate editor for 'Playboy' for two years. I produced two years' worth of centerfolds. I did everything on that, from picking the girls to designing the sets to picking the wardrobe, coming up with themes, assigning the photographer, down to editing the photos and approving the retouching.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I am a bookworm.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I wish ghosts were real!

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I've had two romances since moving to Las Vegas. One was with somebody 12 years older than me, and the other was the same age, and neither worked out. I know people still think of me as one of Hugh Hefner's girlfriends, and he of course was much older than me, but that was a whole different lifestyle and a different kind of dating.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

The last couple relationships I had were long distance. It's not like I can make much of an effort to travel and see anybody. The guy had to do all the work, unfortunately.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I'm happy single, but I'm happy in both cases. I feel like I definitely thrive more as a human and I'm more successful when I'm single.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I work hard and I don't come from a rich family.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

I'm not entirely sure what my end goal is, but I'd love to get involved in city politics and broadcast TV.

Holly Madison
Holly Madison

Aside from performing in 'Peepshow,' I do yoga once a week and I like Pilates. I'm more into toning exercises over aerobics. I like working with a trainer at a private gym, but I also like going with friends because you don't get bored or distracted.