I've been so lucky with everything that has happened to me.
The truth is, in day-to-day life, I'm just grinding like everyone else.
I've been in gyms before and people have recorded me on their mobile phones and uploaded it on Facebook and said: 'Look at this fat pig,' which has been really traumatic for me to see.
I had a happy childhood, I didn't know about money then.
I don't dislike being famous, but there have been moments when you think: 'Is this really worth it?' Sometimes you go through that stage where you're almost like selling your soul. People want all from you, absolutely everything. They want it from you. And everyone's got an opinion about you.
I probably felt more beautiful before I went on TV. 'Cos I get so much criticism now.
I mean, there's nothing wrong with a bit of glam, but do you know what? I'm not bothered about getting a reservation in the latest restaurant.
After six years of doing it, the weird thing on 'Towie' is that we can't explain to people that we're famous. We're doing a show where we have to act like normal people.
I'm not some beg voiceover. I'm a serious customer.