My first ball I ever got from a Big League player I actually got to purchase in Dodger Stadium in a silent auction, was Reggie Jackson.
I understand business and understand the ugly face of baseball, which is the business part of baseball.
Whether you like it or not, the last few years I'd be the first one to tell you I haven't been the Pedro Martinez that I'm used to being.
If I wanted to pitch that bad, I probably would. But I don't think I'm in that stage.
