After hundreds of auditions and nothing, you're sitting home and wondering, 'What am I doing?'
One of the reasons I was so unhappy for years was because I never embraced my emotions and I was trying to stay in control.
In treatment, all of the negative things I did were stripped away and I had to start processing my feelings.
I was compulsively overeating when I was eight years old.
I never found out until I went into treatment that I was bipolar.
Sometimes I think, 'Why couldn't I have been normal?'
I think I've definitely had my rock bottom and I think that was probably right before I went into treatment where I said, 'I definitely need help.'
Some of my fans have said that because I've been able to speak about my issues, that they're not afraid to speak about theirs, which is an amazing feeling.
I think that women who know who they are are beautiful.
I want my music to do the explaining.
