I've realized that I am very rarely honest. Outside of my family, I am very rarely honest when I step outside of the door.
In my head, racism was an issue that needed to be fixed by the racists. Like you needed to convince that person one at a time rather than a systemic thing that needs a whole group effort.
The scary thing is that I sometimes think, 'Oh, I've won a Bafta. This could be the top of the precipice.'
I think, for me, just trying to be the 'non-threatening black woman,' constantly being, like, super-bubbly! And relatable! It takes a lot of energy! The energy you have to put into playing into the system of white supremacy, so that you can be just given a chance.
I don't just have the patriarchy to compete with. I have systemic racism and white supremacy and inequality to compete with.
If I was to go around as a white woman, a white man, an Asian woman, an Asian man... the world would just respond to you so differently because of your outward form, right?
I don't think revenge is necessarily a good emotion to explore, personally.
I was always treated older than I am when I was a kid, so I had to be like, 'No, I'm sweet,' and this has continued into adulthood because of the way society portrays Black women.
Until 'Lovecraft Country' feels like a show where people go, 'Is that how the world used to be?' we do need to talk about it and make art about it, because sadly, it's not history yet.