My roommates are all such happy-go-lucky guys, and I carry some of the stress around a lot more.
I was learning the craft; I didn't study writing in school. Rejection was my motivation, and failure is what taught me.
I usually dislike second books in series. The only second installment I ever loved was 'The Empire Strikes Back,' and I think that was wonderful because it evolved the characters while not seeming like a bridge.
A lot of times, I faced bullies - or the 'big dogs' at school. What I wanted 'Red Rising' to be is not necessarily an indictment on bullies, but it reflects my experiences and attitudes that I had with bullies growing up.
Conceptually, I always took issue with bullies and those who took advantage of others, whether it was a teacher's cruelty to a student, or a student who picked fights with others.
I've always looked at independent booksellers in a romantic light.