I don't know what happened, but I lost the desire to acquire more things. It's very peaceful to have lost that desire.
My childhood taught me nothing... zero.
Regrets? I think everyone has regrets, and people who say they haven't are either liars... or narcissists.
One can't help but be a bit melancholy when you see how the world has changed, and I don't mean that nostalgically.
When I was married, I didn't work. When I had my children, I didn't work. But before that, I'd work for Diana Vreeland at 'Harper's Bazaar.'
Marriage is an extremely difficult relationship.
There were so many things I couldn't do when my brother-in-law was president.
No, I never did hats. I didn't - never felt they were so becoming to me.
My mother endlessly told me I was too fat, that I wasn't a patch on my sister. It wasn't much fun growing up with her and her almost irrational social climbing in that huge house of my dull stepfather Hughdie Auchincloss in Washington.
Jackie's dream was France, but mine was really art and Italy, as that was all I cared about through school. My history of art teacher, who saved my life at Farmington, was obsessed with Bernard Berenson, and I succumbed as well.
There is something to be said for being older - and memories.
It is difficult for someone raised in my world to learn to express emotion. We are taught early to hide our feelings publicly.
Onassis told me. He begged me to come to the wedding.
I feel like I'm in my own world: in the world but not a part of it.
When I was young, I used to think that everyone should die at 70.
I never saw a play with my mother until I was 14, and then it was 'Hansel and Gretel.'
My father, naturally, spoiled me when I was allowed to see him - flying to New York from Washington, alone, in those terrifying planes. He'd take me to Danny Kaye movies and rent a dog for me to walk in the park on Sunday - a different dog every Sunday - and then to have butterscotch sundaes with almonds at Schrafft's.
I find it hard to read people's minds, my own children's minds even harder. But it all worked out, and I was blessed with two wonderful children.
I like people like Andre Malraux, Edmund Wilson, Willa Cather, Robert Graves, Erik Erikson, and Francis Steegmuller.
I don't know where this myth that I go to a lot of parties stems from. It's a total myth. I may go out to something special once a year.
