Small things make me smile.
It's depression. You can't put it into words. You get stuck and time passes by. I'm stood there on the edge of a cliff, can't go back and can't go forward. Days go by. I'm still in the same place. Everyone else's life goes on, but you're stuck. You try and try and try and I don't know how, but you came out of it eventually.
I saw Bob Arum out in America, I saw him walking through the lobby in the MGM Grand. I basically went over and said: 'You're running out of opponents for Crawford and I'm the guy to beat him. I'm here.' I saw Terence Crawford, he said he was ready for it, so everybody is on the same page. Everyone wants to make the fight.
I did speak to a counsellor after hitting rock bottom. It really did help, talking to somebody that didn't know me and just pouring my heart out to them in a few sessions.
I'm the Terminator and I'm back. I'm here to stay.
In boxing, some fighters let the occasion get to them and they let their opponent get to them. With me, it's just another day at the office.
Looking out the window and seeing the MGM and Floyd Mayweather takes me back to when I was a kid. Those were the places you'd hear about, the ones that staged big fights and top fighters. You always want to one day fight there yourself.
Bruce Lee was my inspiration when I was growing up and I used to watch 'Enter The Dragon.' No one could sit me still and I was non-stop hyperactive doing karate moves in the house.
If I could have my dream fight, it would be an Errol Spence rematch.
I haven't got years and years left so I want to compete against the best.
I want to go down, like my hero Sugar Ray Robinson, in history.
I've had X-rays on both eyes, the bone has grown back and I have plates over each one, so I'm like a Terminator now and ready to walk through walls.
If I get beaten I can walk away with my head high, knowing I have given everything.
Amir Khan is a very good fighter, but he has been knocked out a few times when he has stepped up.
When I was drinking I was thinking I was having a good time but it came back twice as bad, the depression. It was just a vicious circle - drinking, not caring about myself - and it gave me a bad low.
I have realised I have been cheating myself and it is me who pays for it. So I am going to give myself the best opportunity to give my all. It's me who walks in my shoes.
It's a beautiful sport, boxing, when you're winning and everything is going well but when you hit the lows it really upsets you.
When you win everything is great but when you're losing nobody wants to know you - except for the people that really love you.
I can't really explain how high the feeling was winning that world title in California with my family watching me.
I'm the nicest kid. I'm not a big head.
