I don't need money, and when I do a favor, I expect nothing back.
We footballers don't address one another as 'My dear.'
Some people say I don't love the French national team. If that were the case, I would have said so directly to the coach, because I'm a big boy.
I started with Paul Le Guen. He told me to double up in positions if he was missing a left back or a midfielder. From that moment, it was clear in my mind that I would be a professional footballer, and I began working even faster to get there.
I have faith in the players, who have paid me back on the pitch. I have brought in young players because they have a lot of potential. I'm the only one who decides, and I take decisions based on sporting reasons.
For me, I have always thought a squad comes before everything. I always make decisions for the good of the French national team.
Gerard Houllier is a great coach. He made me grow. He gave me chances in big games, which raised my confidence. It opened my eyes to what I could do. It was through him that I managed to trust myself.
One must just keep having good seasons with many great matches, whether one is with the club or the French national side. For me, this must be a player's goal in his head, even if it's an individual trophy, and the first thought must be on the collective.
What I have more of a problem accepting is the criticism of former players turned journalists, who - some of them - spread their hatred.